It feels like the clouds are returning day by day

and it seems poems are the only way I can portray

the aching and throbbing inside my head,

so why should I care what has been said?

Sure, I am selfish I am glad you realized,

about time someone else critizised

the way I have been behaving as of late

staring into space as I sit and wait.  

"Wait for what?" you might question

Well a way to deal with things apart from suppression.

I am pretty miserable when I am sat alone

and it doen’t get much better when I randomly roam

but at least people think it made it better

though in reality it just made me more bitter.

Where ever I look sadness lies

but people still emphasis:

“STOP BEING SO MISSERABLE”

They forget I am not adaptable

So I grit my teeth and punch a wall

Hoping it might make the bad thoughts stall

Then hide away from everyone numb

Popping away with my chewing gum.