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I am sorry if you find this depressing but I wrote it and I am proud of it (mainly the number of science references I could fit into one short poem).  

hope you like it anyway... if not please comment STOP WITH THE SADNESS WE WANT MORE KITTENS... or rainbows... I personally prefair to combine the two...

I am rambling

POEM!

Dealing with existence

Requires more persistence,

Perhaps some assistance,

More than I have left in me

My mind decaying and emitting debris.

What is my mental half life?

Is there anything that could lesson my mental strife?

for now the poems flow, the decaying slows 

Am I better? Who knows?

I think social interactions pain me most,

Inside I am praying to become a ghost,

more gentle and less engrossed.  

Sadness decay triggers the production of radical thought.

Why can’t happiness be taught?

Although would anyone be truly distraught?

These can be annihilated by radical actions.  

I wonder if neutrality could be achieved through this reaction

but I should remember two negatives lack attraction.  

Why are my thoughts so corrosive?

implosions rather than explosive.

I feel I should express

But what have I left to confess?